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love me that's all i ask

back to normal... [Thursday
December 29th, 2005 ]
[ mood | man that don't look right ]

well things are getting back to normal. and me and nathan are getting along VERY well. so thats good...

Right now im watching "Four Brothers"

the two guys on that movie ar Hot. but anyway...

yea Bobby adn Jacky.


well i better go. later people...

♥ Rochelle

love me that's all i ask

wow... [Sunday
December 25th, 2005 ]
[ mood | curious ]

7 days till 2 months...

Wonder if it'll last...


no matter what...

the thing with my best friend...

will always be on my mind...

i'll always be hurt by that...

i want to be able to trust myself and others...

but im not sure anymore...

my one wish is to not feel...

not feel jealousy again...

to actually be wiht a guy that is nice...

doesnt cheat...

likes me for me...

isnt shallow...

great personality...


and not make hate myself even more...

and not make me want to be my friend...

make me jealous of my best friend...


love me that's all i ask

December 20th, 2005 ]
[ mood | dunno what to do.end it or no? ]

I knew I was right...


go figure...



maybe it was too good to be true...



maybe it should end...



i feel SO used!!




love me that's all i ask

great.. [Monday
December 19th, 2005 ]
[ mood | confused ]

im getting that feeling again...


Damn it

love me that's all i ask (4)

I Love You Jerilynn [Monday
December 19th, 2005 ]
[ mood | really really really Happy ]


Jerilynn- thank you thank you thank you darling. you really helped me out hun!! i love you for that. i feel better about my self and mine adn his relationship now...Thank you Thank you Thank you!!

he knows my top 3 weaknesses-
which are:

1. kisses on the neck.
2. kisses on the chest.
3. and kisses on the stomach.

this is going to be interesting.
hope he doesnt do all three...oh boy.
especially...alone...o goodness...bad bad bad!!

gonna go.
Love You All!!

Rochelle <3

love me that's all i ask (1)

just a little something... [Thursday
December 15th, 2005 ]
[ mood | the movie is soo sad!!butsweet ]

I'll stop loving you when

Diamonds never sparkle

And flowers cease to grow

When thunder doesn't echo

And rivers do not flow

When hearts no longer wonder

And hands are never held

When smiles are only memories

And hope is never felt

When trees no longer blossom

And the stars refuse to shine

When autumn has no falling leaves

And winter no longer dies

When time has no more tomorrows

And rainbows have no hue

When God alone commands me

Then I'll stop loving you

love me that's all i ask (2)

December 15th, 2005 ]
[ mood | really upset ]

have you ever felt like your being used?
did you think that person was using you to get close to one of your best friends?














I DO!!

love me that's all i ask (4)

December 14th, 2005 ]
[ mood | artistic ]



L'amour dure à jamais ?




it kills

love me that's all i ask

happy holidays [Wednesday
December 14th, 2005 ]
[ mood | ditzy ]


X-Mas         <3



















p.s to friends in PTHS-

Don't get me anything!!

love me that's all i ask

December 8th, 2005 ]
[ mood | creative ]

1] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch? no
2] Do you drive a four-wheeler? NO
3] Do you ride fourwheelers? No
4] Do you like to get dirty? Yeah
5] Do you like country music? one song
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? no
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? no
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? yes
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no
Total Yes: 2

1] Do you wear eyeliner? yes
2] Is most of your clothing dark? No
3] Do you think about death often? Yes
4] Do you want to die? Yes
5] Are you a social outcast? sometimes
6] Are you pale? no
7] Do you like Hot Topic? Yes
8] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies? hell yes
9] Are you mean?: sometimes
Total Yes:5

--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard: NO
2] Do you wear Vans?: NO
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: Yes
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops? Yes
5] Do you watch the x-games?: yes
6] Do you have any piercings?: Yes
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? Yes
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: yes
9] Have you called someone a poser? Yes
Total Yes:7

1] Do you say the word "like": Yes
2] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch?: Hell no
3] Do you "pop the collar"?: Hell no
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: Hell no
5] Is Seth Cohen the only nerd you like?: seth cohen is hot
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?: yes
7] Do you like pop music?: yes
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: Yes
Total Yes: 5

1] Is your hair long?: no
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: No
3] Do you want to save the animals?: yes
4] Do you think war is unneccesary? Yes
5] Is love essential in your life?: No
6] Have you smoked pot?: no
7] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?: No
Total Yes: 2

1] Do you act ghetto?: No
2] Do you wear do-rags?: No
3] Do you like hip-hop? : Yes
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: No
5] Do you believe he's alive?: yes
6] Do you like afros?: No
7] Have you ever said "fo shizzle"?: Yes
8] Do you like to dance?: yes
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?: No
Total Yes: 4

1] Do you cry often?: No
2] Do you wear hoodies?: no
3] Do you like soft music?: no
4] Do people not understand you?: no
5] Do you write your own songs?: No
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?: No
7] Do you cut your hair?: no
8] Are you lonely?: No
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: No
Total Yes: 0

1] Do you surf? No
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round?: No
3] Is your hair shaggy?: No
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: yes
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: Yes
6] Are you tan?: Yes
7] Do you want to be at the beach right now? Yes
8] Do you hate tourists? Yes
Total Yes:5

1] Do you wear glasses?: no
2] Do you get good grades?: no
3] Do you use an inhaler?: yes
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?: no
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: No
6] Are you on the computer often?: no
7] Do you ever get picked on?: nah im cool with everyone
8] Do you look forward to going to school?: sometimes
9] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: yes
Total Yes:2

love me that's all i ask

December 7th, 2005 ]
[ mood | enthralled ]

i love:






jerilynn ♥ srry hun








love me that's all i ask (3)

dunno anymore... [Saturday
December 3rd, 2005 ]
[ mood | duno what to think anymore ]

i dunno about him anymore
i hear things...
i know i shouldn't listen to the things people say
but i can't help it
and i can't help but think that the "ringo" i know
isnt the real him

and im kinda...no wait
really mad at this kid.
His Name Is...
well everyone should know
since everyone who knows me
knows i hate him... : )

also i can't help but think
that he only wants one thing
the only thing guys really look
for in a relationship. but hell
maybe im just really paranoid...


sometimes i think im not
meant to be in a relationship...

i just hope he has no secrets
and is truly honest with me...


love me that's all i ask (5)

ugg...cough [Thursday
December 1st, 2005 ]
[ mood | not feeling to well ]





December 1st!! 1 Month!!

♥</h4 muah!! Rochelle : )

love me that's all i ask

BORED!! [Wednesday
November 30th, 2005 ]
[ mood | cold ]

10 Firsts:
- first best friend: Minette
- first screename: Rootforbeer90
- first kiss: Matt Weichert
- first pet: dog tipper
- first piercing: ears
- first crush: kindergarden his name was Adam Hargroth
- first music: POP
- first car: i dont drive IM SORRY
- first love: never been in love
- first date: movies

9 Lasts:
- last cigarette: 8 months ago
- last alchoholic drink: my house with megan and sara
- last car ride: to school
- last real kiss: before i got on the late bus today
- last movie seen: deuce bigilo european gigilo
- last phone call: Nate <3 yesterday
- last CD played: Keith Urban
- last bubble bath: couple of months
- last time you cried: when i thought nate was mad at me

8 Have You Evers:
- have you ever been arrested: nope
- have you ever dated one your best friends: oh goodness..sorta
- have you ever skinny dipped: haha. yes. Kripples party
- have you ever been on TV: yes! warped tour, us in the sprinklers
- have you ever kissed someone & then regretted it: HELL YES
- have you ever had a sex dream about someone you knew?: Oh goodness scary but yes. eek
- have you ever snuck out: yes
- have you ever been in a fight: yes with my sister.

7 Things You're Wearing:
- black jacket
- jeans
- my ring
- socks
- thong hehe
- hair tie
- bra of course

6 Things You've Done Today:
- tried really hard to wake up
- went to school
- kissssed my B/f
- teased my B/f
- day dreamed
- was thinking badly

5 Favorite Things In No Particular Order:
- Nate <3
- friends
- music
- rainbows
- school
- love

4 Friends You Can Tell Anything to.
- sara
- holly
- megan
- karen
- nate <3
- sami

3 Choices:
-black or white: white
-hot or cold: warm
-chocolate or vanilla: chocolate

2 Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
- accomplish everything i wanted to accomplish
- gain weight!!

1 thing you regret:
- too many things

love me that's all i ask (2)

Ahhh... [Monday
November 28th, 2005 ]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I'm so aggravated right now its not even fun-e







eddie IMed me and its fun-e how people think im a whore. even though....whatever
i say let them think what they want to think.

me and sara are changing...hard to explain and i don't feel like it when people insist on hovering over me and reading everything. i mean he's gonna read it later anyways. but yea gonna go...


love me that's all i ask (9)

days...weeks.. [Friday
November 18th, 2005 ]
[ mood | apathetic<--"imustbeemo" birds ]

last couple of days:




Laughs:            mom running into wawa door.
                            remembering megan running...yea just running.lol.

Hates:               yelled at keith
                           people telling other people to get over that person

Moods:             bitchy, bipolar
                           i need to get checked out
                           i get mad or upset or sad 
                           even when nothing happened

Happyness:     Nathan <3 he gave me a
                           necklace and its soo pertty.
                           i love it, now its my turn to
                           get him something. its whut he
                           said he wanted so ill do my best 
                           to get it. ;) *Wink* <3


Weekend:         going with megan to get her
                            third ear peircing. she's spending 
                            the night tomorrow and we are gonna
                            HAVE A SH*T LOAD OF FUN!!



love me that's all i ask (4)

awww...YaY!! [Monday
November 7th, 2005 ]
[ mood | hehe, happy oober happy ]


he is oober sweet and i heart him ever soo much!!

love ya
love me that's all i ask (2)

YaY!! [Friday
November 4th, 2005 ]
[ mood | happy dance!! ]

i can honestly say im happy.

love me that's all i ask

Ok Here We Go... [Thursday
November 3rd, 2005 ]
[ mood | grateful to have him ]

Sara: im soo happy for you and homer!!: ) thanks for helping me out! ♥

karen: oh hunny!! you and mikey will go back to normal, dont let whut other dick wads say get to you. you do whut you wanna do sweetie!!: ) ♥

Megan: i love you and always will. thank you for helping me out hun!! : ) ♥

Sami: i love you to death and thank you for sticking with me and im always here for you!! : ) ♥

Jerrilyn: i cant believe you. you kno whut go ahead and think i take things a bit too far but you kno whut you have a happy relationship wiht your b/f and never went through whut i did. so you kno whut one thing i have to say to you right now is FUCK YOU!! i dont care whut you think. you act very well hun...very well. at this point right now. you are kind of two faced but i still love you

Keith: get over the fact that me and nate are together and i dont care about this stephanie thing whether or not its true. im not at all mad at nate..but at you. that you even said anything..and not to be mean but you seemed kind of happy about it. but o well...

Nate: I ♥ You!! im not mad at you. if i were i would not have kissed you. so please dont ever think that. : ) ♥

love me that's all i ask (8)

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